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Jan 3, 2007
...happy new year...what i year we've had..and what a year that's begun...i hope everyone has fun and enjoys `07 ...it should be good.. there should be less hate and more love ,, because its nice =) ... i love you baby soooo much! A lot has happened and i don't know how i could've pulled through without you, your my rock baby,, my better half and i wouldn't have it any other way!! You have to see my babys smile,, omg it's so cute // you can't help but smile back at him =) ...makes me smile endlessly and happy every friggin time... `i love how you bop your head in the car when were pumping music...your the cutest thing when you do that and watching you makes me want to sex you all over the place! lmao jokes jokes. your just so cute `sigh Well i did write an entry before but i apparently didnt publish it and i can't really remember what i wrote, so yeah, sorry. I remember i wrote... `i love every little thing about you...the things you do that make me smile, laugh and laugh and laugh lol `i love bumming with you...i have soo much fun...just being next to you gives me that nice feeling lol `i love when you hugg me .. aw it feels so right and when you kiss me - be it on the lips, cheek or anywhere ..i always get that tingeling feeling and i cant help but smile...mmmm yeah =) anyways that's all i remember but if i remember anything else ... lol yeah.. i think your pissed at me at the moment not sure...but i have the feeling...i'll call you later okay baby... `miss you soooooooo sooooooooo much hunnii
takeCAre peoples... s2 always beee
xx
Posted at 06:35 pm by bee2jnet
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Jan 2, 2007
happy new year and merry xmas and blah blah blah fuck.
watever d fuck it is. all i know is that its another year of shit coming up. more lies, cheating, using, and etc. well watever. not like ive got anything to lose. cept my life, which im still waiting for it to happen.
anyways. bye
Posted at 06:16 pm by bee2jnet
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Dec 28, 2006
ok..bee..ur last post was kinda...gay..
Anyways..today was my first day of real hard work..and i workd hard nigga!! but i got to leave early cause there was a fight.. ha ha! was fucking scarey tho.
Then i made my way to campsie to meet up with kelly..thens we all went to belmore to have lunch at this korean place..was okay..thens we went to bwood to go shopping..i didnt get anything..but a hair curler..20bux..CHEAP CHEAP!! cause myer has big sales on today and there opening till 12 midnight! how cool! so i wanna make jay come with me tnite..but i HIGHLY doubt it. therfore, i should plan a plan B which is ..lets go home plan. Well i guess babe is tired..and me too [ just a lil ] therefor ill let it go for nows and not be selfish. AND i know baby is gna be proud of me for that! XD kekekeke ..
Well at kelz house nows..waiting for jay.. so just bumming and gna talk. got nothing to do!
Thats it for nows!
I LOVE MY ONE AND ONLY JAY BABY! XDDDD
Jeanette xoxo
Posted at 09:05 pm by bee2jnet
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Dec 27, 2006
Hello EVERYONE,, been so loongg!! Well i decided to blog nows because johnny's asking me why i havn't blogged, and now his licking my cheeek hahahah stopp itt HEhehe fagg! Well I think i had the best Christmas ...cause JOHNNY was with meeee  ilyilyily!! And this year i actually got presents from my family hahaha got wallet, make up, G, bag, thongs and and and an IPOD nano finallyy from my sexcy baby thankk youu i love it xD mm i had fun with you =) everything else was alrights.. mmm and then we dropped johnny and my cousin off in the morning and we went home and my mum, sis and ii had a fight,, on christmas day = ... and then we went to a xmas lunch at my uncles house and then went to see fagg ...xox..had 'dinner' it was fantastic!! hahahah =) mmmmmwwwwwaaaaaaaahhhhhh Then yesterday .. boxing day... we went JAMBO...it was pretty fun i had fun i went BLACK...but everyone got burnt...LMAO ... jambo was soo funny...johnny was funny LMAO...you fucken bitchhhhh!! SERIOUSLY hahah .. i would tell you's what happened but it was one of those 'you have to be there' moments!!! `sighh .. funny cunt lol...hyfive baby!! yeahh it was funny then we went to eattt and hung at ahfens for awhile lol , went home and then yeeaa ... askl;dfjsdkl;fj.... Then today i just slept and cleaned and DROVE omggg i drovee for the first time since i got my L's wooohoooo yay lalalal ... yeah and i was alright but didn't go over 40 km LMAOO hehehe = ... yeah it was alright and then some FAG came overr LOL ... wooohooo sexcy timee LMAO pause pause ..NOT!!! lol nahh we just watched Borat AGAIns ... hyfive! lol oh wait were still hanging out ..cause his right here next to me watching me type this shit, and occasionally glancing at my irressistable self mm well what can i say hehehehe ... anyways just wanted to blog to say I LOVE YOU JOHNNY!! ...hyfive baby*!! Goodnights ...takeCAres loveyahs mmwahhs s2 beeeeeeee
&&.. `aaq<3huuyof `new years soooon wow 2007 already  `i'm so fat `but still gorgeous heehehhe nyttt
 Bee && Johnny <3 .....merry Christmass baby xoxox
Posted at 11:41 pm by bee2jnet
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okays..this is fun anymore..some black woman doesnt bother to blog anymore!
Well anyways.. been a long day..and good one too, but then..also SHIT! 
ill start with the good one first..i got the job offer and will start tmrw! bad news..i fucking left my house keys at home and locked myself out.. FUCKING FUN!..well im getting over that nows.. the fact that i could of slept with jay tnite alllll alone at my place...would of been sweet.. but coincidently..i had to fucking forget my keys at home, and mom and everyone else is in wollongong..SO..nows im at ffld..have no clothes and shoes..BUT luckily..i fit into kelz..[ thanks alot kelzy XD ] BUT i dont have any pants, therefore ill have to quickly buy one tmrw morning from btown, then begin my day of hard work! XD
So what i do today? This morning jay came over, we slept in for a bit * roll eyes* LOL then got ready and left to find JOBS, but luckily at the same time, conny [ manager of the cafe ] rang me and told me i got the job..i was happy..then i went to bankstown to exchange my shoes. After me and jay was bored..so went over to alan's house and did...err...nothing but played with a stick LMAO!! .. thens went over to bao's place to check out his sexy rexy..but didnt get to.. hopefully ill get to ride in it one day XD .. thens went to campsie restaurant to have dinner. Jay then went back home, and i went over kels place to get some shoes! Then nows at ffld!
i wanna dwell on how stupid i feel for leaving my keys at home..but theres no point nows..i know there will be another day where jay can be able to sleep with me .. agains XD LOL .
Well its 11pm atm..i need to shower..then wait for jay to call me..or me call jay? well watever.. same thing!
Anyways..im off nows.. tired..and happy cuz me and jay hasnt fought for..3 days?! XD well done bubzy!
pS. i Love You 
Jeanette xoxo
Posted at 09:59 pm by bee2jnet
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Dec 26, 2006
WOW!
ok..lets start with..merry xmas to whoever likes xmas. !
Yesterday was a big day!! and so was today.
yesterday, spent the day time of the day doing nthn..well i actually dont remember anything.. then went to bankstown with mom and jaden to do some last minute shopping. bought some random stuffs! then bout 6-7 pm, went to some fam friends dinner at canely..was okay..still hungry after, so went back to ffld, where everyone was, and where we all celebrated a big big xmas!! XD there was over 90 prez under the lil tree LOL.. i find that amusing cuz it didnt look that many. anyways.. we had dinner with all the kids and adults. Opened prez at the end of the night, and thanks to all for my prezys, i love em, esp from babe, a nice hot parfum XD which ill be wearing tomrw! LOL. thens after me and jay headed back to his place to pick up some of his clothes, then back to my place to pick up some of my clothes..we spent a lil time b4 going back to ffld to sleep.. u know what i mean bubz LOL. then once we got to ffld, we both showered, and headed off to sleep at about 2am. Thens about 4 am..i came over to see baby sleep. gave him lil kisses and some other kinkyness LOL..not really * roll eyes* then back to sleeping agains! XD
Waking up at about 7.30 this morning, wasnt so good, so me and jay slept in abiit more till about 8.30, got ready and we both left to jamberooooo [ where we control the action!!, ok, i might sound lame, shutup] thens we spent the WHOLE day there..and some time sun baking..which is for the reason why my shoulders are burnt nows. LOL ..thens we left about 5.30 and headed to north stratty where ive never been to b4, and ate at the outback steak house.. and i recommend that to EVERYONE!.. ITS """FUCKING""" NICE!!! but only for adults i think? lol..but yeah..the food there is extremely DELICIOUS!! thens bubz drove me back home..spent lil time playing games with me and my sis..well..we played scissors paper rock, but in my way.. which is fun..so dont dis me..watever!! So nows everyone is sleeping..cept mom..shes out..and im home alone with baby bro..im tired and burnt..i feel like my bubs here with me tnite.. i miss him so fucking bad aready.. aww...how sweet of me .. NOT .. LOL . wells..anyways..tmrw is another day ahead..and guess what..mom and aunty is making me and jay go to jamberoo agains with them and the kids..i say a big NO NO to them..cant afford to be burnt and im tired..and therfore..tmrw, if everyone is out..hopefully bubsy can come over and spend some kinky time with me.. [ every moment is a kinky time, even when we are fighting, its kinky the way we fight ] LMAO!!! so yeah..
I'd like to thank eveyrone once agains for making this xmas a fun one! and thanks for the prezs!
I'd like to thank my bubzy for being the best bubzy ever, and thank you for all uve given and still giving to me. Means alot to me..wenever i reminisce about the past and the future, i realise how much that uve been the biggest impact of my life..without you..there wouldnt be me. & you know it.
I LOVE YOU <3

like me hair and top and sunnys? XD i love it! XD

j-Net and BuBz
loving u always and forever sweety xoxo
I LOVE YOU AGAINS!!! <3
& AGAINS!!! <3
Posted at 10:50 pm by bee2jnet
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Dec 23, 2006
if..
I never asked for your name and number, we wouldnt of met.
if..
I never said i liked you, we wouldnt be.
if..
I never kissed you, your first kiss would of been with another.
if..
I never held you tight, i wouldnt know if wanted me.
if..
I never showed you love, you wouldnt love me.
if..
I never rang you in the mornings, you wouldnt of remembered me.
if..
I never rang you in the nights, you would of slept peacefully.
if..
I never said i love you, you wouldnt of loved me.
if..
I never reminded you im your girl everyday, you would have others.
if..
I never made any move or effort, nothing would of been accomplished between us.
if..
I never did anything ive aready done, we would still be strangers.
if..
I never cared for you, you wouldnt know how to care for me.
if..
I never came online that time..i would of never met you.
...and there wouldnt been us..
..thats your wish..
Posted at 07:59 pm by bee2jnet
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its hard to move on, knowing uve been a victim of a liar and cheater. Oh god, i dont know what im doing to myself these days. i hurt myself trying to not think of the past. I wish it was easy to end my life. Well, it is easy.but im waiting, but i dont know what im waiting for. Well i do, but i dont want to say too much, cause i want for something to happen itself, without me asking, begging, and making myself unhappy by doing thing they want. i hate being used over and over agains. I hate it! i hate crying myself to sleep after every time u make me feel shit and sick. You dont have a heart do you? you dont have a fucking mind of love! you have shit all for me. Ive given up so much..i feel so ..i CANT EVEN FUCKING FIND THE WORDS TO SAY! IM SUCH A FUCKED UP PERSON! IVE GOT A FUCKED UP LIFE! AND YOU'VE CAME ALONG AND MADE IT EVEN MORE FUCKED UP. FUCK, I HATE YOU SO MUCH! I WANT YOU DEAD. I WANT YOU TO BE GONE, I WANT YOU TO NEVER OF ENTERED MY LIFE. I WISH I NEVER MET YOU, I WISH FOR SO MUCH THINGS. NO MATTER WHAT I DO. GOING AS FAR AS WANTING TO KILL MYSELF, WHAT DO YOU DO BEST? YOU LAUGH AT ME AS IF UR SAYING GO AHEAD. I SLIT MY WRIST TO EASE THE PAIN YOU GIVE ME, YOU DONT FEEL ANYTHING WHEN YOU LOOK AT IT. YOU KNOW I WONT STOP. ILL KEEP DOING THESE SHIT TO MYSELF UNTIL U OPEN UP YOUR EYES AND REALISE IM A FUCKING HUMAN BEING, IM A FUCKING PERSON THAT DID NOT WANT TO END UP WITH A PERSON LIKE YOU. YOU SHOULD OF BACKED OFF IN THE BEGINNING AND NOT FUCKED AROUND WITH ME. U KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO HURT ME, AND YOUR STILL DOING IT, UR HAPPILY LAUGHING AT THE WAY UR HURTING ME, U THINK ITS ME THATS THE PROBLEM? LOOK AT URSELF, ASK YOUSELF, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME..TO SHOW ME AND GIVE ME THE IMPRESSION AND FEELING OF LOVE? YOU HAVNT BEEN CLOSE. ITS BEEN A GAME ALL ALONG, AND UR STILL PLAYING. WELL I DONT WANNA PLAY ANYMORE. im leaving it.
Posted at 07:42 pm by bee2jnet
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Dec 22, 2006
heys...well this is going to be my last blog before Christmas! How exciting it's like like three sleeps away! Should be good! Anyway this morning i woke up at 7:30!!!! because mum barged into my room and shook me to wake up not happy! She couldn't find something and so thought to wake me up so freaking early so i could find it *sarcastic smile! Anyways so i went on the computer and tried to fix my bebo thingo, i was at it for ages, the stupid computer stuffed up and i didn't get to save my work so all my hard work and effort went down the drain! I HATE YOU!! So i turned the darn thing off, sulking to the kitchen made myself something to eat. Watched tv, fell asleep on the couch, woke up, retreated to my bed and went back to sleep. `sighh i'm supposed to clean but i think i'll do that later. I'm so hungry and there's nothing to eat at home =( Anyway last night hunn picked me up at like nine o'clock and we went 'shopping' lol .. hmm had fun.. mmwaah xo Jnet came over like late last night and i wasn't home yet and then mum got mad at me because Jnet woke up my mum up and then mum called me on my mobile and started telling me off and told me to go home. blahh. And yeah i got home she started asking questions and i pretended i was really tired and just wanted to sleep haaha but wait i was tired so yeah.. hehehe Well what else...oh yeah tonight i think well i hope mum takes me to livo so we can go shopping, need to complete babes christmas present =) so yeah it closes twelve anyway so it should be okay. I'm so bored, today is so boring, and i feel fat - and ii want a JOB .. stupid people call meeeee please!! So to everyone....>> `hope you all have a Merry Christmas and a joyful and prosperous new year!! Have fun, hope you all get lots of Christmas presents. yay. s2 always ..beeee xox mmwaah
&&... `no and then!
Posted at 01:18 pm by bee2jnet
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hello world, this is meee, life could be..mhmm..yeah fun for everyone. WATEVER!
FUCK im so tired! Just came home from work. OMG in a way..im happy but then agains im still sad im funny yeah? yeah.
So..last night wasnt that good according to what i had predicted it to be like. spent SO LONG in EACH shop i went with my auntys! SO TIRING! she tried on every shirt and pants in the shop and ended getting two out of a thousand. but she got me a nice hot hot HOT silky shirt!! thats the part where im am cuz ive been wanting one for ages! we were also lookn at dresses..none of em i liked..then wen i went into the vibe store [ agains ] i almost cried cuz the hottest dress ive ever seen was 120 fucking bux. life is so sad. Anyways..after i saw these HOT pairs of shoes from Pulp, im deciding whether i should get em tnite or not. i think maybe, but depends how much ill have left. So yeah. then jay came and pickd me up after with his anger management. so we had a kinda shit night. Then i had to go to bee's house to give her mom some money, but bee wasnt home yet. lucky, guess u were still out having fun. After jay dropped me home. end.
This morning i left the house at 9.30, and went to my training session for work, and FUCK im so exhausted!! Stood up for the whole 2hrs.. but i guess it isnt that bad.. just really dizzy walking back and forth. Then after mom and ALL the kids were there, and i didnt even know theyve been watching me. how FUCKING embarrassing. So yeah, then we went to buy some stuff..sat down, had drinks and icecream. Nows im at home chilling cuz im tired.
Laters i wanna go suprise bubs at work. So im gna head out agains then more shopping tnite!!.
Well cyas!
net xoxo
Posted at 12:39 pm by bee2jnet
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